Gratitude Journal

As I sat during what appeared to have been one of my current dispositions, I realize my greatest moral and emotional support system has been and perhaps continues to be Dr. Fors... You see, he understood me and I/we seemed to have connected well, well enough for one another. I opened upto him like an open book and like water under the bridge, easily done without hesitation, with a little doubt behind only because I esteem/ed him at a higher power emotional level, however, I didn't hold back. I knew he was and is a professional and he would and could and did understand my desires, as a woman and my needs, like no one else. Well, this is me confessing my honest back to back truth. Hopefully, home improvement will arise and keep me in mind.

I don't know where any of this is going... One thing for sure, is that I know and that I am aware, that all things will work together for my own good, because God says he first loved me and as a result, I know I love him. He also says for me not to lean on my own understanding but to acknowledge him in all my ways. I like to keep him (God) present in me and at all time, in all time, altogether. Did I mention, the other day, I had the privilege to see my son as a result of last minute unprescedented emergency. I had the chance to briefly chat with him, and he made a point, he was upset at me because I had not move on... I says, of course not, I'm still your mother and I'm still your sisters mom and I'm still your dad's wife, however, I made it clear as water, I've accepted the fact his dad moved on. And we both kind of smile and chuckle together for a little bit... it was a cute tender loving moment for both of us, I think. He knows, they are my world, and he ...

I'm so grateful to have and to hold my freedom of speech and my freedom of expression within our First World Metaphores, Memes, and symbolic speech to simply express our own though process and to make light out of the situation, offer yourself something to laugh about, by having a sense of humor, because even when we are upset we are gifted with grace and sense of humor in life. Here's what I mean, often times I've had to dumb down my own thoughts by thinking outside the box and apply the several expressions in life I've come across such as, 'I just want to grab him by the balls' and for 'chichis christ' and here's a good one that my husband Louie would always clown around and I have since borrowed from his own drawer of freedom of expression, the one that goes a bit like, 'I just want to grab him/her by the neck and choke her' hahahaha he never actually did it but it was hella funny to me to hear him say it... and I would always take the c...

I am, we are, the Victorious Rosa... for the Glory of GOD who was is and is to be in us all.