Gratitude Journal

No means no. Free to say No. Free to walk away. Bye-Polar depression to me is when externally an unprecedented event occurs and it shows up and it shows up unexpectedly and unannounced and unsolicited and places me in a state of panic/emergency 🚨 having to choose from the fight, flight, freeze or ee-merge (get away from the shell) situation.  Naturally we say no and walk freely away from strife and what didn’t serve well. The moment that woman placed her hands on me, was way more than molesting me, and violated my sense of belonging and space.  I know for a fact this will place anyone in frantic hysteria. This has been a bipolar scene and situation that should not be allowed anywhere around me much less at church, around those I love and I know are there for me because they love God and me when they practice the golden rule serving the LORD. Me agüita la persona que se paso de la madre osea de la raya! El egoismo no es AMOR!. The ego doesn’t respect boundaries is se...

Turns out, my (our) high school friend Charity Tillou, married into a Tidwell and her Tidwell happens to be Leyna's Tidwell's brother. So yes, Charity is Leyna's sister-in-law. Welcome to our Wellton Ward in Town Leyna! Haha.. it’s a small world after all.  When I used to attend the Wellton Ward out in Roll, Arizona, I got to witness Charity and her husband with their small girls there.  Sister Dayna Tillou and her husband brother Tillou, I know them to be faithful members of our Wellton Ward.   Just like Brother Hancock, Dimas, Hawkey, Alvarado and so many other faithful members that I can't seem to remember all names at this time but for sure we know brother Beecroft one of our greatest Pioneers... Anyway, it's a small world after all. As previously mentioned. This is why I like being a small town girl with big city tastebuds! You just never know how amazing God's love is until you walk on water, with full faith and conviction.  I still remember brother Dimas ...